The looker

I have gotten into this habit of looking at my phone and my gtalk messenger every now and then. It's because of sheer boredom. I wait for someone to think of me, call me, sms me or ping me and start a lively conversation. Just a distraction from the mundane task of sitting around. I should get over this and start doing something. I have like a myriad of hobbies to keep me occupied but I seem to have taken up the worst ones, procrastination and feeling low. Gonna actively work on changing it. Wish me the best! :)

Oh ya I get tired of waiting and call/sms/ping someone myself.

Absurd.

moments

A snap of a couple sitting on a bench in lalbag shot by the "then" one...
A bracelet given by the "then" next one...
The dosa joint frequented with the "then" yet another next one...
The bench in 4th block with the long conversation late evening with some other one...
The chocolate bar gifted every meet by...
The cute funny tamil song introduced by...

The long passionate sweet loving hug given by them all....

The tear drop that forms at the thought of it all....

Ive something to tell you...

My work life has seen me getting close to 3 women. All are now far away on different continents and all of them quit IT and are now full time housewives. In the past year or so I have see this line on the gtalk window from each one of them. Instinctively I know what's coming. :-) While I am happy to hear it, I am also gripped by anxiety of the things to come, if it will be alright and all that. There is also this tiny feeling that there is going to be someone else who is going to take up a lot of their time...some of it time that would have been my time with them. well...life goes on. It time I got used to the distance.

post op

It's been almost 3 months since I had my hernia repair surgery done. I still get pain once a while and most new movements always result in some sort of pain. To make things worse I have sprained or whatever the other side too while driving the car! And today I wore a smaller pair of pant and when wearing the shoes I kinda I guess pressed the muscles in the healing area a bit. The damn thing is hurting since morning! I get quite worried when such things happen and to make matters worse I read all kind of crap on the net that gets me even more worried! God I think I should live with a doc! I need constant attention! :) And oh ya ive been soo restless cause of the worry that I just want to go home! God! ammmh!

the wintery summer day

It's been hot as hell and April is still a month away. Bangalore, the then garden city that didn't need even a fan in peak summer, today has A/Cs running around the year. In an unexpected but pleasant change, the last two days have seen the mercury fall, almost 6 degrees. Sitting in the middle of the southern peninsula, I can smell the heady scent of the rains soaked earth far away on the eastern coast.

Nature beckoning, I headed out to do the South Banglorean thing. Hot crisp dosa and a by two coffee with a friend at the famed Vidyarthi bhavan in Gandibazar. The fragrance of the garlands - hung on the road side trees for sale welcomes - the foodie in me.

Riding back was a relaxing enjoyable experience. It was as if the tensions of the city were some how removed by the calm soothing weather. I can't help but let nostalgia creep in - of the days gone by when Bangalore had a lot more of such days.

The Bull ride

After long, I had a lovely experience that made me wanna blog.

A friend of mine has got a new bike, a lovely Bullet electra with a thump that thumps up one's heartbeat. We decided we would hit the roads at night, being in Bangalore traffic is something that can kill the joy of riding even a "Bull".

A short ride ended up being a ride all the way out on kanakapura road till the AOL ashram. We crossed the bustling city streach and voila! The nearly empty, tree lined, winding road; the heavenly vault with the cresent moon, twinking stars and the bike head light leading our way; and the pollution free, warm, summer air united the heart beat with the thumping of the bike and the chords of nature.

It's been many years I went on a long ride being the pillion. It's been a decade or longer I sat on a Bullet. It was a first time experience riding out of the city late in the night. As we returned home, I was strangely at peace but I only wish...our highways were safer at night.